Reblogging a past blog because its THAT important =)

A chief once said to his son,

"There are two wolves fighting inside of you. One is bad; he is guilt, anger, jealousy, doubt and negativity. The other one is good; he is joy, hope, love, forgiveness and positivity."

The boy said to the chief,

"Which one will win?"

And the chief replied,

"The one that you feed."

Hello =) felt like blogging but don't have a specific topic lol so I'll talk about Tigger =) 

We are 36 weeks and 3 days gone so less than 4 weeks to go, and as of Thursday we are technically classed as "Full-Term" which means if she is born from then she'll be able to breathe etc on her own without needing help from the hospital =) at this point we are just getting more and more excited about the idea of holding her in our arms (or him if it turns out the midwives were wrong lol!). David was rubbing bump today and had that glazed look in his eyes of pure love and excitement and said "I can't wait to hold her", he's such a sweetie ^.^ I don't know what I would do without him lol! 
We are very ready for the arrival of little one, hospital bag is packed and in the car, as well as car seat, change bag for the pram is sorted, nursery is completely finished ^_^ I've even set up the bottle steriliser in the kitchen in case she doesn't attach to breast feeding - yes I am a bit of an organiser lol! Well what do you expect with 24 hours a day to use up lol?? I still refuse to lower myself to watching Jezza Kyle lol! Iv uploaded a couple of pics of the nursery below :) I'm so proud, its too cute! It still doesn't feel real lol! I go in and it feels like someone else's place! So excited =)

So tomorrow we have our next meeting with the midwife to do general check ups which I'm sure will go great as usual and I started my antenatal classes on Friday so my next one is this friday. It was pretty good, learning about pain relief and breathing techniques lol, its all feeling more and more real haa. 

So now I find myself with sod all to do lol, everyone is saying "enjoy this time to do nothing" lol and trust me i am trying! I've always struggled to just do nothing, I always end up re-arranging a room, or going through my things, always sorting something out lol so I've really found it hard to do nothing lol I've even started enjoying cleaning! And im planning on buying an iron!! What is happening to me lol. I've been doing jigsaws and I have a pile of disney dvds to watch thanks to lovely sister in law lol. 
This week has been easier as I've got my mum's chihuahua to keep me company whilst she and stepdad have gone away to New York for the week. He is so lovely, such a little cutie (see image below)

I won't want him to leave on Friday lol he's so cute and I love having his company! 

So I've just rambled on about nothing really lol this must have been really boring for you to read haa! Ahh well! So I'll leave you with another little thing to do from the "30 Things" list:

**What's the one thing you would tell your 16 year old self, if you could?

Love xx

30 things

Hey, haven't blogged in a while and found something on Pinterest that I thought was quite interesting, it's called "30 Things" and it was basically a list of questions to ask yourself or your partner or someone you're just getting to know. Me and my partner have been together 7 years today - wow! Cannot believe it's been that long :) and yet it feels like iv known him my whole life :) we've come so far and now we are starting a family of our own :) anyway today we were going through a couple of the things on the list and by the end I was feeling a little bit more grateful to certain people, I felt like I'd learnt a little bit more about my partner and even a couple of things about myself. So I thought I would blog it and see if I can get anyone else doing it.
So the first thing is:
List 20 random things about yourself. You don't need to over think these things, just think of the first thing that comes to your head an take it as your mind telling you 20 things about yourself - some you might not realise if you think to hard - others might be reminders of things about you and maybe some funny little facts about yourself that brighten up your day a little :) hope this works for some people. Remember these things make up who you are - whether it's something small or big :) it all matters. Have a lovely day xx